“We need you. I need you.”
Round of applause for Jared for being so incredibly NOT Sam so much of this episode yet perfectly slipping back into the Sam we know and love.
Round of applause for Jensen for always portraying Dean’s pain and guilt and unspeakable love for his family.
And round of applause for Osric because shut up he just gets a lot of applause tonight.
in all the kevin-anguish we’re ignoring cas guys
he was human but he still wanted to be a hunter
he kept the fbi badge
he went and got a suit and impersonated a federal agent without dean’s help
he was trying so hard to be like dean
HE BOUGHT BEERS FOR THEM
HE WAS WINKING AT DEAN AND TRYING TO TALK WITH HIS SPEECH PATTERN
Can we talk about Kevin Tran a moment, aka Advanced Placement, aka a 19 year old genius ripped from a safe suburban life and thrown into one of monsters and angels who are anything but, aka the boy who outsmarted the King of Hell, aka the boy who in the span of a year has lost literally everyone he loves including his girlfriend and mother, aka the boy who APOLOGIZES when he thinks he’s been killed and is letting Sam and Dean down simply by BEING DEAD.
I don’t know if there’s a single character on spn without a back story that’ll break your heart, but I feel like Kevin deserves a special mention because he wasn’t raised a hunter, or ever had any training in the supernatural, he was just a kid who played the cello and enjoyed learning and was looking forward to college. In short, he was just like so many us, until his life went to hell. But instead of giving up or giving in, he kept on fighting, kept on thinking and working and doing what everyone asked of him at the expense of his own sanity and health and even prepared to pay for it at the cost of his own life. All just because it was the right thing to do.
Kevin Tran is my hero.
I’m sorry everyone’s really upset about Kevin but I’m just like… Sam’s body is being used against his will again and he’s probably conscious of it now because Gadreel or what the fuck ever has no reason to erase his memories and now Sam is just freaking out because he hurt Dean and killed Kevin and it’s like Lucifer all over again